Friday, January 30, 2009

IT'S SNOWING!

I have seen this happen all of my school life, which goes back to the fall of 1958. A class can be as quiet as a church, children working, intent on what's before them, but if one person happens to look out the window and see a flake, that person can announce in any tone of voice: IT'S SNOWING! Everyone turns and looks out the window, determines to his or her own satisfaction that it is, indeed, snowing, and goes back to what was going on before without missing a beat.

IT'S SNOWING!

It's about noon now, and it's barely snowing at all; nobody would even know except that The Announcement has just been made. It was supposed to flurry late tonight, after midnight. As for me, I'm not looking forward to walking around in flip-flops later on my way to and from the pedi, but I'll live. I don't think I'll get frostbitten toes during the five foot walk from door to car.

The celebration of the SCM's last day has gone very well. He was surprised by the decorations and breakfast in the office this morning in his honor, and the gifts, and people have been stopping by all day to say goodbye to him. He's very touched by it all, and very happy.

As for me, all I want is a pedi and a quiet weekend, which I anticipate. A bit of cat-sitting and feeding tomorrow morning, and then a short trip to the Vera Bradley store with a $20 coupon in hand.

I meant to write this yesterday, but I forgot. I still really don't get Facebook. Part of what I don't get is the difference between the anonymity here in diary-place and the upfront this-is-really-me over there. I don't want any Facebook friends I don't actually know -- I consider that I actually know those of you from this world who have friended me over there, unless I know you and didn't recognize your real name -- so I haven't accepted anyone I don't know, including someone from high school I never knew then, so why would I need to know her now? (I did get a friend request yesterday from someone who was a friend in high school, so I okayed that one.) But once I get past the friend thing, the bottom line is that I don't know what to do with the whole thing. It's not a blog, so I'm not really sure what gets posted there or what I'm supposed to do. If either of my daughters had patience to teach me, that would be good, but they wouldn't for this. Well, maybe K, if she's in the right mood. Maybe if I offer to grade her last set of papers for her. (Just kidding.)

So, later.

I did, in fact, just reply to something the old high school friend wrote on my "wall," whatever that is. Now, here's a question. How is it that everyone I ever knew and haven't seen since 1971 knows that I still work at the high school we went to together? Because anyone and everyone seems to know. Cannot for the life of me imagine why.

The era of the SCM is over, then. He had a lovely day, a nice way to go out. I did choke up a little on my goodbye, but it's okay; that's done. Moving on.


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1976
READING: ---- by ----

Thursday, January 29, 2009

No News is No News

It's that kind of day. R is in St. Louis, on her way to Springfield, Illinois for some work-related presentation on Lincoln, so I went over to her place after school to spend some quality time with the grandcat. Who ignored me like I was the wall. Even though on Tuesday, she jumped right up on my lap and let me pet her for, like, ever. And that's the way cats are.

Tomorrow is the SCM's last day. I put up some decorations in the central office, which he will see when he gets in tomorrow, and where they will be putting out a breakfast in his honor sponsored by the library. And then, poof, he's gone. Will he come back to visit? I never know with him, but if he does, it will be like all the alumni who come back and expect you to drop everything and hang with them, forgetting that the business of the school keeps on rolling, new kids coming in every year and others graduating out, staff changes every year. I've been there 32 years; I can't even count the number of people I've worked with altogether, or remember all of them. (Although I probably remember more than most.)

So that's where I am. No snow today, fortunately for everyone, but I don't know what's in store for tomorrow. R is coming home on Saturday and -- drumroll, please -- the GF is picking her up from the airport. YAAAAAAAAAAY!

It's not even Friday yet, but almost. And a happy little pedicure with the Sibs after school. Oy, I really hope it doesn't snow.


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1975
READING: ---- by ----

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

SNOW DAY!!!

Yes, a wonderful, glorious snow day. No school for me or K, no place for the Hubs to be, so I didn't have to worry about anyone out driving. I neither got dressed nor left the house. Other than a Wii workout and doing one load of laundry, here's what I did today:

NOTHING!!!

Man, I love a snow day.


Happy
WATCHING FAMILY GUY :: ENTRY #1974
READING: ---- by ----

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Good Grief!

It isn't even 9:00 am yet! How can that be? It's been a whole day since I woke up this morning! (Or maybe it just feels like a whole day.)

After I posted last night and the kid got home, I settled down and was not insane. I had four White Castle cheeseburgers and slept relatively well. I was smiley again by the time I went to sleep.

K says I have to "stop doing this to her." (She said it nicely.) I pointed out that this is not fun for me either. All she had to do was mention the time this session was meeting and I would have been fine. (Not to mention that after six last night, the Hubs asked me if K had a late class or something. FIRST TIME EVER I have seen evidence of him being worried about someone being late, so I wasn't making it up. Usually, his calmness in these situations is good for me, but last night, even he was developing a sense of concern.)

Anyway, I was fine. More to talk to Ginny the Therapist about after school today.

This morning when the alarm went off, I said -- out loud -- "OH, NO," as in "Oh, no, I am not doing that." But I did, I had the first shower this morning, so I had no option but to get up and do it. I hadn't taken my clothes out last night, or made lunch for today, or even thought about the oatmeal. (One of my goals is to make it quick and easy, and another is to eat it out of the same container I make it in. I do have a small microwave rice cooker someplace; I have to look for it. That may be the plan. Or something. I have done this before, and properly; I just don't remember how I did it.)

But I'm here. I think I'll dash out during the second midterm exam period and pick up a sandwich at Subway, since the cafeteria is closed today.

We're waiting on a possible storm for tomorrow which would keep us home, or at least give us a delayed opening for school. Or not, since they would rather distribute Jim Jones Kool-Aid to all staff and students before calling a snow day, which means, they do not want to this. It has to do with state funding and stuff. Back in the day, when a snow day decision was up to the FIL, the Hubs would say that his father would rather see the whole family axe-murdered than call a snow day.

I actually did finish a book yesterday; I read Beedle the Bard, Rowling's collection of wizard fairy tales. I thought it was very cute, actually, and there are a couple of stories in there I could see telling children. I'm still working on a new book to read. I've put aside Jonathan Strange until I get my eyes fixed, which I'm guessing now is likely to be within the next five years or so. I keep seeing commercials for some new kind of contact lens that is just for my kind of vision, but I've been told before that I can't wear contacts, so I don't suppose I'd get a different answer if I asked now. My eyes are prone to inflammation and my right eye doesn't lubricate itself properly because the tear duct is partially affected by the paralysis on that side of my face. So no contacts for me. I sure would love to try them, though.


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1973
READING: ---- by ----

Monday, January 26, 2009

Oatmeal Helper

Back in the day when the Hubs still ate what I cooked, he said I was a very good cook, as long as the meal preparation didn't involve boiling water. There is some truth to this. I had a couple of corned beef disasters on St. Patrick's Day in the early years, and I've inherited my mother's absolute inability to measure the proper amount of dry pasta into the pot. I am notoriously poor at timing boiled eggs to come out the way I want them to.

Sunday morning, I could not make myself a bowl of oatmeal.

My first mess was actually earlier in the week, when I tried to microwave a bowl of regular -- that is, not instant from a packet -- oatmeal. It all looked great until I took it out and it was more like gruel, thin and runny. Sunday's endeavor boiled over and went everywhere, but what was left was edible. This morning, with a reduced portion, more boiling over. I need to work this out. Oatmeal is apparently The Thing to eat in the morning if you expect to have any health at all.

My in-laws dropped by yesterday afternoon, which is a huge production, even though they stayed less than a half hour. We knew they might be coming, but not exactly when, so that requires everyone to stay in the house at the ready. The in and out of the house takes some time for the FIL, who has a lot of trouble walking. It wasn't a long visit; they came up mainly to see Uncle Al (married to Aunt Marie, who is the FIL's sister), who just got out of the hospital. He's not well, and I think, not going to improve much. A very dear man.

My personal husband, as usual, is strange, but that's not new. He could go visit Uncle Al, I'm thinking, whom he adores, but he hasn't done that. Ah, hell, maybe I'll go over there without him, but it just seems like it's his family, he should make the move. And it's not as if he wasn't raised right, because he was. He's just weird.

Anyway, we went out to dinner last night with R and the GF (Gentleman Friend), who is a sweetie. He's moving into the rented house next week, she will move in April; it's all based on when their current leases expire or can be properly broken. I'm very excited and happy for them. Closer would be nice, but this is nice, too.

My back is just terrible, and I really don't know why. I don't think it's the Wii. I've had this back thing coming and going for a long time -- I think I was 20 or 21 when I first hurt my back -- and it's unpredictable both for cause and treatment. A few weeks ago when I had it, Tylenol was my wonder drug. Now I'm reluctant to take the Tylenol because of the liver thing, but when I do take it, it doesn't do anything anyway.

We're having half-days through Wednesday because of mid-terms, and they called a special faculty meeting today, which grumped everyone out, but I knew it was the farewell meeting for the SCM and the guidance counselor who's also leaving as of Friday. I was supposed to get up and say a few words, but then the meeting was canceled, so I guess they'll hand him his gift on his way out on Friday. He's got tomorrow, and then he'll be out Wednesday, and then two more days and he's done. On the one hand, that seems very strange, but on the other, I feel like, okay, next stage, let's go, let's get it started.

Even so, in honor of his last week, let me present to you a picture of the library staff:



I am in the front left, of course, and the SCM is beside me. Behind me, the lovely young blonde lady is Media Girl, who is the part-time aide who takes care of scheduling and delivering TVs, our video collection, and a wide range of other things. The other lady is our part-time secretary who is Not The Colleague, and who is an absolutely lovely person who does nothing at all in the library that I can see.

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Later.

No happy face tonight, although today was fine. It's about 6:45 now, and for the last hour, at least, I have entered one of my panic states over K not being home. I knew she had a student teaching orientation to go to "this afternoon", so by 5, 5:15, I started to wonder where she was. I texted. I waited, and then I left voicemail. I was sure this thing was in the early afternoon, because she had emailed me around 1, and I emailed her back, but she never answered, so I assumed it had started then.

Oy. She just called; it was from 4 to 6:30. I am a wreck. You cannot even imagine how many times I have gone over this very issue in therapy, and here I jumped right off the deep end again, and after two really, really good weeks.

I don't want to eat or anything; I just want a really good long cleansing cry. (But it's hard to keep crying once you know the kid is okay, of course.) Maybe just a lot of deep breaths, and more iced tea.


WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1972
READING: ---- by ----

Friday, January 23, 2009

Don't Go Looking It Up!

When I was growing up, we had a World Book Encyclopedia in the house, which my father thought we should have for research purposes, or something. My mother was right on board with that, but for her, the World Book was the place she looked up all her symptoms to see what she had now. I have often thought that my mother with free access to WebMD would have been a frightening thing.

When K got sick in high school, and we finally got to the right specialist, he said to me at one point during the exam "Now don't go looking it up on the Internet!" Well, I waited a couple of weeks but then I did look it up and what I found out was that he had written some of the articles I found, so I didn't learn anything scary or new because he had already told us everything.

Now, last night, being tired and all, I did not go looking up fatty liver and all that, but I did this morning once I got to school, and the most amazing thing happened: I learned enough about it to realize that I am most likely okay, in fact, fine. Usually, you go to WebMD or someplace and then sit around all day waiting for your organs to die one by one and your limbs to fall off. No, this is much, much better. Here's what I got:

1. Lots of people have fatty liver.
2. High liver enzymes can be caused by acetiminophen (Tylenol) or cholesterol-lowering medications (in my case, Pravachol, which I've been taking for over ten years).
3. A small number of people with fatty liver will develop a form of NAFLD, which is Nonalcoholic Fatty Liver Disease. A small number of these people will develop NASH, which is Nonalcoholic Steatohepatitis, a form of inflammation. For some of these people, when the inflammation goes away, it will leave scar tissue.
4. A buildup of scar tissue decreases liver function. This is what cirrhosis is.

Okay. So the only thing we know I've got now for sure is increased liver enzymes. The CAT scan could well show few or no fatty deposits, and no scar tissue. My biggest problem may be finding out that in addition to aspirin, ibuprofen, and whatever Aleve is, I can't take Tylenol either, which would totally suck, but it won't kill me. And maybe have to change to Lipitor or something, or maybe not; my cholesterol's been pretty good. So that's where I stand, and I'll have whatever tests I need and see the doctor again at the end of February.

In the meantime, I moved the router in the family room, and now I can Wii to my heart's content and it doesn't interfere with the Hubs' Internet. I had an excellent workout last night, 32 minutes and it burned about 150 calories, which I think is pretty good. And that's only with maybe ten minutes of aerobics. I need to do lots more of that, but I have some hearing issues with the free step program. That's the one that let's you just watch TV while you step, with a beat from the Wii remote to guide your pace. But I can't always hear the beat, so I need to work on that.

No news yet on getting my desk moved, but the new librarian is going to come in next Wednesday morning for a little bit of an orientation with me. The SCM will be out that day. His last day is next Friday, one week from today.

Home, evening. I may not do the Wii after all, but I did walk a vigorous lap around the building this morning -- inside -- so I did get some aerobics in, and I even got a chance to ask a phys. ed. teacher more about using the heart monitor thingy. So now I just need to collapse, although if I can still move in an hour or so, maybe then ...


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1971
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Nobody Knows ...

.. the tired I feel.

I actually had to take a break second period today -- so that's like 8:45 -- and go down to the faculty room and close my eyes for twenty minutes. I set the alarm on the phone and yes, it woke me. I fell asleep sitting up on a couch in the faculty room. As much as it pains me, I may have to try to go to sleep tonight at ten, which means no George Lopez, but I gotta be a little pro-active here.

In other news, I went to see Resnick the Gut Doctor today and he said, among other things, that I need a CAT scan of my liver and I need to keep losing weight. Because he suspects there are fat deposits in my liver, which could lead to, among other things, cirrhosis, and I want to tell you, I am not having that. I haven't consumed as much alcohol in my life as your typical sixteen year old, for one, and for two, I haven't been overweight long enough for it to kill my liver. I realize the Resbnick is being diligent, and that's what you want your doctor to do, but I am not having this. Anyway, no emergency; I'm having the CAT scan on President's Day -- February 16 -- when I'm also having blood work, since it's all fasting so a day when there's no school is best.

As for me, as soon as I talk to R, which should be in ten minutes or so, I'm jumping back on the Wii Fit, because it is certainly the cause of my recent loss of about five pounds. I need to do it every day, if I can, instead of three or four times a week, and it's just too bad if it interferes with everybody else's Internet. (Although I just moved the router a little while ago, so maybe that problem is solved.)

Anyway, I hear the Hubs in the kitchen, so that means he's not on the Internet. I can probably fit in my body test before she calls. I wonder how much the pastrami sandwich I just had weighs? I didn't eat the bread, I swear!

Happy
WATCHING FAMILY GUY :: ENTRY #1970
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

It's Time



When Biden took his oath of office, everybody applauded. When they said at noon that Obama was now officially president even though he hadn't taken the oath yet, everybody applauded. When Obama took his oath, we all laughed with him at the flubbed word, and then we applauded, cheered a little, and the adults in the room, I think, were a little choked up, but the kids didn't know why. I think Obama's reference to his father not getting served in a restaurant 60 years ago was meaningless to many of them, and you know? Isn't that what we wanted, our children to live in a world where that kind of thing doesn't happen?

HappyHappyHappy
WATCHING the parade :: ENTRY #1969
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Monday, January 19, 2009

As Inauguration Day Grows Closer

It is difficult not to get caught up in Inauguration excitement. It occurred to someone on Friday that every student, at least in the high school, should see it, and the techs are scurrying like little mice to make it so. It looks like I will have it on in three places in the library: in the computer lab, on the TV, and projected (via computer) onto the big wall screen. I'm having extra chairs brought in, as well as trash bags, because I'll be allowing people for just this day to eat in the library, since the festivities coincide with the lunch periods.

It is exciting. It is exciting to feel ... enfranchised, if that's the right word. There is such a sense of hope about this new president; my hope, of course, is that it carries through into real change.

I was just talking to my principal, who's about my age. He says he remembers when his immigrant Italian grandmother took him and his brothers out of school one day because John Kennedy was speaking at Journal Square in Jersey City and she wanted them to have that experience. I was too young to feel the excitement of Kennedy, although I remember watching his inauguration on TV, as well as going into the voting booth with my father on election day that year. This must be similar, but for a new generation. I can't say "our" generation, because the baby boomers, although still strong in numbers, elected as one of their own George Bush, so as a generation, we need to lose some credibility for that. (Although not personally, as you can be sure.) But this is the excitement we see and feel for the generation we have created, for our children, who don't all even understand why it's such a big deal that Obama is black. So what, what's the difference? How cool is that, that today's kids don't even see what the big deal is?

I look at Obama and I don't see a black man either, or a white man, or a Hawaiian, or whatever. I see a man who gives me hope that things can change, a man I want to see as our president. It's time that the other side has a chance, since the side leaving power now didn't do such a hot job. I'm very excited that his background is in Constitutional law, since that makes him more likely to uphold the laws, and the laws and the Constitution are the foundation of what we are.

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In other news, because my school district feels no compulsion to honor Martin Luther King, Jr., apparently, we had school this morning and an in-service for teachers this afternoon which I did not attend. I came home and went food shopping with K, since we didn't go yesterday, and now I'm preparing my lunches for the rest of the week, which is infinitely more worthwhile.

It's snowing softly outside as if it will never stop snowing this winter, kind of like living in the eternal winter of Narnia. If so, I'll need to relocate to sunnier climes, perhaps at last that little apartment over the candy store on Main Street USA. Anyway, we're in, we have food, it's not snowing hard, and there certainly is a lot to watch on TV.



Happy
WATCHING Law'n Order :: ENTRY #1968
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Quiet Sunday

I never left the house today, unless I want to count the three times I stepped out the back door to take garbage out. Otherwise, I did some laundry and stuff like that. I worked out for about twenty minutes, but had I realized that I was going to be alone for a couple of hours -- the Hubs out walking, the girls out shopping -- I would have planned differently and worked out for longer, and maybe fit in a CVS run as well, since they have Tide on sale and I'm running low. But it was a very nice day.

Once the girls got back, we watched the concert in Washington, which we all had snarky comments on, but in general, it was nice to see that going on. I was particularly moved by Pete Seeger at the end; I've long thought that "This Land is Your Land" would make a much better national anthem than "The Star Spangled Banner." But that's just me.

I'm wondering if I'm enjoying this inauguration so much because it coincides with me pulling out of a depression, or if the inauguration is part of what's helping me along. There is so much hope in the air, so much a sense of what I believe in not being politically incorrect anymore. Plus, don't you just want to pinch the cheeks on that little girl, Sasha? That one looks like she's just waiting for the chance to be an imp in the White House. I love a kid who looks like the spirit is burning behind her eyes, even at 7.

So tomorrow, a half-day, but really longer than half, and then a couple of hours of workshops which I have no plans to attend. One of them is on Internet safety, and since I wrote the original school district policy on it, I think making me go is just disrespectful. I'll stay through the lunch period and then tell them I have to leave.

Nothing else is new. Looks like a heatwave coming up for the rest of the week, temps in the thirties and high twenties. 22 seemed balmy this morning, considering that yesterday we woke up to 2.

Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1967
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Just Goes to Show

I'm having another nice day, despite an all-day headache and a not-so-great backache, but that's just details. And yes, it is damn cold out there, and I hate going out all bundled up, but I got some tasks done this morning and then put in some Wii Fit time -- I've lost another pound, I think -- and then after lunch, K and I decided to go to Target.

Well. Her class, starting Tuesday, is meeting in a middle school not far from Target, so we took a ride to see where it was. No problem. We found it right away, and then decided to follow the signs to the Garden State Parkway to get home.

Well. There are signs to the Garden State Parkway virtually everywhere in North Jersey. I think they must have been put up in the 1950's, and haven't been repaired or looked at since. Some of them have been bent sideways, and some of them are missing the arrow below the sign to tell you which direction to go in. It took us nearly an hour of traveling through scenic New Jersey just to get back to the damn highway. It was an insane waste of time, but was more along the lines of "Look at what idiots we are" than it was "Oh, SHIT!" And it was nice to get home, eventually.

I think I'll just see what I've DVR'd recently and watch that tonight, and just maybe sleep well. I woke up a dozen times last night, although I fell right back to sleep each time.


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1966
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Friday, January 16, 2009

Turning Around

It's a two-smiley day, maybe three. I am very smiley today. Without going into excessive detail, I

* have a kick-ass therapist, who is a social worker and not a shrink, and therefore gives me concrete suggestions about making changes in my life and I love her
* have been proactive about implementing some of her changes, which reduced my stress and opened up my head for doing more clear thinking on my own
* have most definitely lost a pound or two, which drops me down below another marker weight -- okay, I now weigh less than 160 pounds -- which means I no longer weigh more than I did when I was pregnant
* have a plan. Maybe I have more than one plan.

I wrote an entry the other day which I didn't finish so I didn't post it, but here's the essence of it:

It has been suggested to me by my sister that what I need to do in order to make my job bearable is to re-invent it, or re-invent myself. Now that the economy and other things are making it possible -- I'm not going to use the word likely -- that I will be here for not two more years but maybe five, that's starting to sound like a good idea.

I've mentioned that I'm planning to move my desk, whenever the powers that be decide to put in the phone and computer connections, and that's a good first step. On Monday, we selected the SCM's replacement, as I mentioned, a substitute for the rest of the year. What about next year? If I get the support staff I need, I don't really need another librarian. There isn't enough work for two of us now, although I will still need someone else to help supervise the library and the kids in it. So that raises the possibility that I will indeed be re-inventing a lot next year: my role as librarian, the way the library works, the role of the library in the school. I have never been here solo; this school has had two librarians since at least the late 1940's, and at times has had three. But the truth is that automation has actually made our work much less time consuming: cataloging, book ordering, overdue notices; all of that is done on the computer, in fact, by a single integrated program, and takes very little time. As for teaching, our staff requires less of it from us, but I will still do that, as much as anyone wants. I won't do more than five in a day -- the standard teaching workload -- but I don't do that now (although in an eight period day, I can do four and the SCM can do four, but that rarely happens for various logistical reasons.)

So what I'm thinking is that with a good view of the room and someone else here to watch over things when I'm teaching, or just handle the paperwork of attendance and stuff, being here alone may be just the re-invention I need. How totally and completely unexpected. Huh.



The downturn in the economy recently was also unexpected, and though it doesn't affect my job, it affects the Hubs', so that's been a new challenge for us. I told him yesterday that he should have told me years ago that he lost his job; I'm spending so much less money now that he's working on his own; if I'd had the motivation to spend less years ago, we'd be waaaaaay better off now. But that's water under the bridge. Hey, if we hadn't had those children, we'd be driving our BMW's through big piles of money on our own acreage, but in the end, it wouldn't have been a good trade-off. Now, cheaper children, maybe that would have worked, you know, two children who only go to state schools instead of just the one. But again, water under the bridge. Maybe one day, they'll take me to Disney World. That would probably make it all worthwhile. (With grandchildren, of course. I want to go to Disney World with my grandchildren. But not just yet.)

I almost feel today like I'm on a bipolar upswing; now I can see why my mother enjoyed them so much. I know I'm not bipolar (although time will tell), but I have been flirting seriously with depression lately, had my meds upped, and it just feels so nice to feel good. Now if only it wasn't two degrees outside. Well, time will heal that, too.

HappyHappyHappy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1965
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Yet Again

As my daughter mentioned a little while ago when we were watching CNN, yet again, New York City shows the world how to handle a crisis.

The story is everywhere, of course, but I linked here because its picture shows all the people standing on the wings of the plane. When this was happening live, you may have seen it on TV, the wings were slightly submerged, and it looked as if a line of people was standing on the river itself, each person waiting patiently for his or her turn to be picked up. It was remarkable. You would also have seen on TV how cold it is here today, and you can imagine how much colder it was to be standing in the river.

I was out in the car when it happened, and someone called into the radio station I was listening to and said the a plane had landed on the Hudson River, was just bobbing up and down there. I saw the rest when I got home, but I missed the call from R -- she talked to the Hubs -- who said that she could see it happening from her office window.

Once again, a story that shows how people can be basically good, and smart. That was one helluva pilot who landed that plane safely, and a lot of good people on board who took care of each other, getting the women and children to safety first, and all made it out safely.

Okay, on to other things. Work is improving because my attitude towards it is improving. Once again, it's the way you face things that seems to be a big factor, although certainly not always the big factor.

I'm really looking forward to the inauguration on Tuesday; I expect to do nothing all day at work but make sure that it's on and that as many people who want to can see it and that anybody who wants to discuss it has someone to discuss it with. I was promised CNN on the library TV by today, so I'll check first thing in the morning and call someone if I don't have it. I may be able to project cnn.com (or something) on the big wall screen, too; I won't really know until that day. So far, I've gotten it to work once and couldn't duplicate it, so I'll set it up and see what happens.

Two more weeks with the SCM, counting down. I have to go out this weekend and get the decorations for his retirement breakfast. He'll be out tomorrow, so we can print and laminate a few banners, too.

Oh, books. Ahem. I have actually only read a few pages of the book listed below; the print is light, and I can only read it at my desk with my reading glasses on, which is not my preferred reading environment, but I'll get to it, because it looks good. I read something else last week; I don't even remember what, and now I'll try that Dewey book again, the one about the library cat. But I'm keeping Jonathan Strange down there for incentive.


Happy
WATCHING MASH :: ENTRY #1964
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Shelves, Books, and Other Things

I was inspired by bluesleepy's entry about a bookshelf to tell you two stories today. One is about part of a bookshelf here in the family room. What I have tried to gather on this shelf are books that were life-changing books for me, books or stories that changed the way I thought and looked at the world. Of course, there's a Mickey on it, too, because there are Mickeys everywhere.


The tall skinny book next to Mickey is actually a bound copy of a short story by Shirley Jackson called "Charles." It's a terrible edition, but it's not an easy story to find. When I was in eighth grade, our textbook was a collection of short stories, and I read them all, even the ones we didn't do in class. This was in it. Yes, it's the Shirley Jackson who wrote "The Lottery," but this is a very different story. It's about a little boy named Laurie who goes off to kindergarten and comes home with tales of the class bully, a boy named Charles. Every parent should read it.

Next to that is Centennial, my favorite of the many James Micheners I read long ago. My second favorite is Hawaii, but I love many of them.

The Color Purple speaks for itself. If you haven't read it, you should. Ditto Gone With the Wind, but hardly for the same reasons.

I took an amazing lit class in college called Science and Fantasy Fiction, and this collection of SciFi short stories was one of the texts. All the best short scifi written up to this point in time are here. Many of these stories had great impact on me: "Nightfall" by Isaac Asimov, "The Nine Billion Names of God" by Arthur C. Clarke, among others.

The next few titles aren't very clear, but they are The Grapes of Wrath, Anthem, and All the King's Men. The first is the book I believe to be the Great American Novel, although we could debate forever over what defines that. Anthem is a book I slipped off my sister's bookshelf when I was about twelve one morning when she wasn't home and read until I was done, about 45 minutes later. I've never read any other Ayn Rand, but this is enough for me. It changed everything, helped put the pieces together in my just forming political consciousness. ATKM may also be in contention for the great American novel. I read it senior year of high school; it is famously the only book in my life I couldn't finish before the test and got the Cliff's Notes for, and then, realizing from the Notes that it was an incredible book, took the test the next day and finished the book that night. I reread it every summer through college, and found out years later that the Hubs had done the same.

That's the first half of the shelf. Second half tomorrow. Now, story #2. Bluesleepy also wrote about a book that she would read every summer when she visited a relative. I have a couple of those, too.

My father's sister, Aunt Rose, was married later in life, in her forties, to someone she had grown up with who had never gotten around to it either. Their mothers set it up and they got married. Aunt Rose was a third grade teacher, Uncle Ben was a truck and bus driver. They bought a little brown bungalow, three bedrooms, in the same town they grew up in, where his parents and Rose's widowed mother still lived. Within a year, Grandma sold her big two family house and moved in with Rose and Ben.

My family still lived in an apartment at that time, and the little brown bungalow fascinated me. I adored it. I loved to play in the big yard, to climb the post of the clothesline, for Uncle Ben to hoist me onto his shoulders so I could put a ball through the basketball hoop the previous owners had left there. (We have this all on film, btw.) Rose and Ben had no children of their own, but had many nieces and nephews, mostly on his side.

Anyway, while my grandmother was alive, we went up there to visit every other month or so, and after she died in 1961, we would go up at least four times a year. In the beginning, my parents would sleep in the small third bedroom, my sister would sleep on a little sofa in the TV room, and I would sleep beside her on Jack's old Army cot. After Grandma was gone, my parents slept in what had been her room, the room with her bedroom set from the Depression, and the Sibs and I got the little room.

This room was very intriguing. For one, it was L-shaped, a shape one does not often see in a bedroom, especially a small one. In one leg of the L, ahead of you as you walked in the door, was a single width bed with a padded headboard, and nightstand next to it. This, we knew, had been my grandfather's bed in the old house. For some reason, we acquired the notion that he had died in this bed, although we knew very well he had died in the bathroom. In his later years he had become a noisy, restless sleeper (which, taking family history backwards, we now know was sleep apnea), so he got this little bed and nightstand and converted a small closet into a bedroom. That was in the old house, though; the bed sat in the L-shaped room under a colorful quilt in front of a sunny window.

Entering the room and turning left put you in the other leg of the L, the smaller one. This was under an eave, so the ceiling sloped, so much so that the closet door on the right was only about four and a half feet high. Even so, we would sometimes open the closet and explore; the best treasure in there was Uncle Ben's full dress Marine uniform. He had served in both World War II and Korea, and was, true to family custom, about five foot four, so he must have been the tiniest Marine ever.

A foldaway bed with a real mattress was opened up in the smaller leg for me, the closet door on one side and Aunt Rose's bookshelf on the other. She was quite a reader, but these were the only books in the house, and I think they were college textbooks. (She had gone to Normal School in the mid-1920s to be a teacher, but went back to finish her Bachelor's degree in the early 50s.) Most of them were boring, but one of the two I picked up was You and Heredity by Amram Scheinfeld, copyright 1939.

This book entranced me. I would read as much as I could on each visit and then start it over again the next time. It explained why we have blue eyes or brown hair, and so on. It was written as a popular explanation of genetics, although it was quite long, and had been one of Aunt Rose's textbooks, and is now incredibly outdated, given what we know about DNA and genomes and stuff. But this was before that time. It was science, which I was never going to be a pro at, but which was intriguing.

The other book, and I loved this one so much that Aunt Rose gave it to me when I was about ten, was called Fifty Famous Stories Retold. This is not on my shelf of life-changing books because it's with the antique books, but it should be.


I ate this whole, chewed, swallowed, and digested every story. The book was published around 1918 and must have been a reading book in the town schools. (Aunt Rose had started teaching in 1928 in a two-room schoolhouse.) There were stories of English kings and Scottish heroes, like Alfred the Great and Robert the Bruce. I learned about the Danish conquest of England, and the Kings Canute who ruled then. I read about Robin Hood and his Merry Men, and William Tell. This was history and legends at their best, and it sucked me in 100%. I still love English history; no doubt, this laid the groundwork for Shakespeare for me. Although there was no Shakespeare on Aunt Rose's bookshelf; if so, I probably would have fallen in love with it years before I did.

So, a long entry. Yes, I read mostly ebooks now, but the charm of books is not lost on me and never will be. More to come.


Happy
WATCHING QUANTUM LEAP :: ENTRY #1963
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Monday, January 12, 2009

A Pleasant Day

My first birthday greeting of the day came from the Wii Fit when I started it up at 5:45 am. Followed shortly thereafter by the Hubs, and the Empress, via ecard. (Ecards came later from Golf and R, so, thank you to all!) And K, of course, but that was delivered in person.

My birthday gift from school, apparently, was that we interviewed and picked someone to be the substitute librarian come February when the SCM leaves. (Oh heavens! I'll have to think up a diary name for her!) Anyway, an uneventful day, pleasant enough. After school, K and I went out to buy lottery tickets, because if there's anything I really, really want for my birthday this year, it's a million dollars.

Anyway, I picked up a mini-Key Lime cheesecake for birthday dessert, and I see by the clock on the wall that the time has come.

Happy
WATCHING QUANTUM LEAP :: ENTRY #1962
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Sunday Night

Yes, yes, my birthday is tomorrow. But if we were going to do a family dinner or anything it would have been today because it's easier on a weekend. What actually happened was that R has spent the afternoon here and she and K are out now picking up the Chinese food (for me and the Hubs) and the sushi (for them.) Which is just fine with me. I had thoughts about going to a vegan Chinese restaurant we often go to for occasions, but I just didn't want to deal with going anywhere on the icy roads. R, who will of course have to drive home on the icy roads, is a very good driver, and I won't be with her so I won't be anybody's nervous passenger. I'd rather just stay in.

Of course, there's school tomorrow, and the chances of the parking lot being sanded are zero because they just don't do that. They plow the lot and the sidewalks, but no sand, so the parking lot will be treacherous. We had snow all day yesterday, although not much, and freezing ice all last night, and anything that melted in the sun today -- and the temps never really got to 30 -- is freezing again now that it's dark. So tomorrow won't be good, but I don't have far to go, either driving or walking, and teachers calling out makes a day of work more likely for K.

I managed to get in another good workout today, although I did the yoga in the morning and the rest of it in the afternoon. I guess I'll try to squeeze in the yoga, at least, tomorrow morning. I've got my clothes out already, and I expect to get my lunch put together tonight too.

Did I mention that the boyfriend's mother's birthday is Tuesday? Odd, eh? Two years younger, I hear. That should make for an interesting future conflict for the kids.

Okay, food's here.


Happy
WATCHING E! :: ENTRY #1961
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Shpilkes

I've got the shpilkes today, which is not necessarily a bad thing. I've achieved some nice goals today:

  1. It's a snowy day and everyone is home, which makes me happy,
  2. I got up around 7:30 with a headache but took Tylenol and went back to sleep until 9:30,
  3. I haven't left the house all day or even gotten dressed, and
  4. I had a nice long workout on the Wii Fit
The headache was not gone by 11:30, which means I got to take some excedrin, which K says for me is like meth, so since then I've done three loads of laundry and worked out for nearly 45 minutes. By the time I was done, the headache was gone, and now I'm left with the need to do something -- but not leave the house, which would require getting dressed, or at the very least, putting on shoes -- and only two real tasks before me: putting away laundry, or putting away the ornaments. I am just not interested in either of those, but I think I won't be able to avoid them for much longer. I'm considering asking the girls to help me with the ornaments tomorrow for my birthday present. But I'll still be on my own for the laundry.

It started snowing around ten, maybe? K had stayed with friends overnight, but I wasn't worried or crazy or anything because it wasn't snowing hard and I knew the driving wasn't that bad. It's still not snowing hard, but steadily all day, and she got home before the roads were even covered. I know that R is out and about today, but with the boyfriend, so, not alone, so I'm not concerned there. So, no crazies today, although recent bouts of the minor crazies have led to an increase in happy pills, starting today. Which, now that I think of it, may also have something to do with the shpilkes. (But I really think it's the caffeine in the excedrin.) I almost feel like spending some more time on the Wii, but overdoing it would not be wise.

Okay, I give up, I'm going to put away the laundry. Ornaments tomorrow, I hope. Or hey, maybe tonight, if I can't sleep. That would be different.


Happy
WATCHING FRIENDS :: ENTRY #1960
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Friday, January 9, 2009

More Ida, Less Sam

I didn't fall asleep last night until about 1:00, since the Hubs had been out teaching and got home close to midnight. I wasn't worried about him, but I would doze off and a little noise would wake me up (thinking it was the door opening or something) and then once he did get home I was too awake. Bummer. So I'm working on about four and half hours of sleep today, which is hardly my optimum. The SCM is out, but my favorite sub of all time (other than K, who is in for someone else) is here.

So while I was trying to fall asleep, I was thinking about the story I posted yesterday, and that I wanted to show you this picture of Grandma and Grandpa:


This was taken on their 50th anniversary, so that would have been New Year's Day, 1966. So I thought you might like to hear another story or two, although not in the same vein as yesterday's. (Thanks for the lovely comments, btw.)

This was during the time they lived in Florida, which was Grandpa's dream, but not Grandma's. She did make the move with him, although they moved back a couple of years later. My mother flew down there to celebrate their anniversary with them; they had a big party, as they had many, many friends (but no family) who had either moved to Florida too, or who became their friends there. They were incredibly social people, btw, which is interesting, considering that my sister and I could live happily as hermits. But I digress. My mother took this picture; her brother did not make the trip from California. The rest of us didn't go because it was too expensive to fly.

Anyway, the following spring, so I was 13, Grandma flew up alone for a visit. I actually still have a letter from Grandpa to my mother in which he says he wishes he could come too, but a $98 plane ticket is just too expensive. (He had some sort of job down there too, folding newspapers or something, for pocket money. Other than that, they lived on Social Security.) I went to the airport with my parents to pick her up.

Oh, the hugga-mugga. Grandma without Grandpa was generally a high-drama sort of person. And of course she arrived with a number of bags, suitcases and parcels, as well as the obligatory black patent leather purse over her arm. I was wearing a new dress that I loved; it was sleeveless, which was unusual for me because I rarely wore, or wear, sleeveless, but this was real Carnaby Street and I adored it. I thought I looked very grown up. I sat in the back seat of the car with Grandma, who chattered away in a combination of English and Yiddish, and then suddenly looked at me and saw what I was wearing, and grabbed my arm and pulled it up, and looked.

Shocked, she said to me in a loud whisper "Did you shave under your arm?" I wish I could reproduce her accent for you; arm was a two-syllable word. I grinned and nodded. This was part of the excitement of the sleeveless dress for me; I had finally been allowed to shave under my arms when I got it. Grandma made a face, and then followed perhaps the most memorable thing she ever said to me:

"I shaved under my arms once and it never grew back." Clearly, this had been some kind of disapointment for her.

Now the story on this, I may have written before, was that only a few years earlier, she was going to a family wedding or Bar Mitzvah or something, and had gotten a dressy sleeveless dress, and my mother refused to allow her to go unless she shaved under her arms. In which case she was probably the only one of her sisters, or of any of the women her generation, at the event whose armpits were naked ("like a little girl") and trust me, they were all wearing sleeveless. Whether or not they shaved their legs, I don't know, but I doubt it. Grandma and her sisters were all very fair and blonde, and by the time they were old, there probably wasn't much there anyway. Which is why it never grew back, I guess. Anyway, she shrugged, as if to tell me that shaving under my arms was a choice I was going to have to live with, and we rode home in chatty fun.

Once she was settled into my room, she called me in and asked me, again in a loud whisper, "So, are you a lady now?" A tough question here, because as I grinned and said yes, I also backed out of her reach. These old ladies from "the other side," as we said, had some funny ideas.

They did not tell their children about sex, certainly, and not about puberty and what went with it either. I guess this was supposed to be something you learned by observation, I don't know, since Grandma herself was one of twelve children or so. So my mother knew nothing except what her older brother, the Authority on Everything, had told her about getting her period. (He had probably read about it in the encyclopedia, which he read cover to cover, as well as the dictionary.) So when her time came, she knew what it was, and then her mother came home and she told her she was bleeding. At which point, Grandma took a swing and gave Shirl a zets -- a smack -- that knocked her onto the floor. Because getting your period was a sign of womanhood, a good thing, which meant that the Evil Eye might notice you and try to steal your happiness, so you had to look as if you were being punished. So naturally, when she asked me, I didn't want to be within arm's reach.

But she hadn't knocked any of her other granddaughters to the floor, and I was the youngest, so I guess somewhere along the line my mother must have said to her "DON'T DO THAT ANYMORE!!" She didn't, but she was delighted that I was now "a lady" too.


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WATCHING TWO AND A HALF MEN :: ENTRY #1959
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Who's Your Patronus?

It's not a meme, but I'll get to that in a minute.

This is how strange it was here today:



I don't know if you can tell from the picture, but it's snowing and the sky is blue. For most of the day today, we had snow squalls and bright sunshine. It was very weird.

Okay, so here's the thing. If you know Harry Potter (or if you don't, I'm going to explain it), but I figure that if I had a Patronus, it would probably be a little old man in an overcoat and a fedora.

This isn't exactly a meme, just a question I asked myself, and answered. Feel free to give it a shot.

In Peter Pan, the children must "think lovely thoughts" to make themselves fly. Harry Potter must think of his best possible memory in order to create his Patronus, a powerful protective charm that takes the form of an animal or creature of some kind.

So here's the question: which memory of yours would make you fly, or let you summon a Patronus?


I am anywhere between eight and fifteen years old. It's a Friday afternoon, after school but before dark. It's a scene that takes place once a month or so. Grandma and Grandpa are coming for the weekend.

They're coming from the city, by bus. If I'm younger, they're coming from the Bronx, a 45 minute trip. If I'm older, it's a two hour ordeal from Brooklyn.

I know they're coming, and I can't sit still; ultimately I can't stay in the house at all.

I wiggle my way onto the sidewalk in front of my house, waiting and watching. Our street is three blocks long and we live near the end of the second block. At the far end of the first block, where the street starts, is the highway, and the bus stop. That's where they'll be coming from. There's a slight rise in the street, so the first thing I will see will be the top of Grandpa's hat as they come over the crest towards me.

I am too little to cross the street, too little to run up to the end of the block so I can wait for them to cross from the first block to the second. But I edge my way, first past the house to our left, then to the house to the left of that. I will usually stop before I get to the Krugs' house, because they have a mean, scary, barking dog. I dance my way back and forth, not too far for Mom to yell at me, far enough to see. At last!

I see Grandpa's hat, and then Grandma's, and I can see them coming! He is carrying two suitcases and anything else she could hang on him; she has her purse and a couple of shopping bags. I race past the barking dog and stand on the corner, hopping from one foot to another. (If I am older, I have already been waiting on the corner, and race carefully across the street to meet them as they make their way down the first block.)

We are walking towards the house now, I am hopping all around them, and perhaps have been allowed to take a shopping bag to carry. No hugs yet, just smiles. When we get to our house, the front door open and waiting, I have only to open the storm door and hold it for them and then they are inside!

Before we can blink, Grandma has put down her bags (but not her purse) and with her coat and hat still on, she will grab either my sister or me, whoever is closer to her, and begin to dance. She sings the same tune each time: ta YA TA! ta ya ta! ta yatatatataTA! as she dances us around the living room, one at a time. When she's finished, Grandpa has put down the suitcases and hung up his overcoat and hat in the closet and we get to hug him, one at a time, always standing in the little entry area of the living room in front of the mirror. When I am older, we are on eye level; I have been five foot two since I was twelve, and he has been five foot three since about 1910. It is the best hug ever.

By the time we have hugged Grandpa and danced with Grandma, her coat is hung up too, and we are helping them carry their things upstairs. They sleep in my room when they are here, and I happily take the extra bed in my sister's room. I would share a room with my sister forever if only they would come and live with us, the most wonderful thing I can imagine.

Once they are settled in my room, Grandpa comes out into the hallway for a low-voice conversation with both of us, with my sister and me. He reaches into his deep pants pockets and starts to apologize, because they are not wealthy people and he cannot give us more. We are already saying "No, Grandpa, don't give us anything! We're happy that you're here!" because we are and because we know that they are poor. He forces us each to take a dollar from him, and then we ask if he has gum, because he always has a flat yellow box of Chiclets in his left front pants pocket. He does, and gives us each a piece, and we chew, happy and contented. Grandma and Grandpa are here for the weekend.


Happy
WATCHING WIFE SWAP :: ENTRY #1958
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

For the Brain Impaired, A Meme

I couldn't think of anything tonight, so thanks for this, from the pages of Mary -- go read hers; it's better than mine.

All About Me

10 years ago: 1999. Coasting along, both kids at the high school with me. Hoping that R would do enough homework to get decent enough grades to get into college, knowing she had the brainpower to go to an Ivy, had she chosen that path.

8 years ago: 2001. Dissolving into the knotted stomach world of a dying mother and a kid with a longterm illness. (Viral fatigue syndrome kept her out of school, mostly, for the last year and a half of high school.)

6 years ago:2003. Both parents gone now, both kids away at college. Things were very peaceful.

2 years ago: 2007. Beginning of the end. My library was closing for six months, to be re-opened later in the pretty library from hell, so, essentially, the end of my actual career, even though I still work there.

Five Yummy Things


  1. Macaroni and cheese

  2. Coffee

  3. Key lime pie

  4. Being warm enough

  5. Daniel Craig is nice too, but I'm a Patrick Stewart sort of gal.



Five Songs I Know By Heart

  1. Almost everything by the Beatles

  2. Alice's Restaurant (but I'd need to practice a bit first)

  3. Who Put the Bomp?

  4. The Lion Sleeps Tonight

  5. Star Spangled Banner, America the Beautiful, etc.

  6. oh, and The Red River Valley, R's baby song


Five Places I'd Like To Escape To

  1. Main Street, The Magic Kingdom

  2. Parvin State Park, Salem, NJ

  3. Squam Lake, NH

  4. The Mayo Clinic

  5. the past


Five Things I'd Never Wear

  1. ditto Mary, a thong

  2. ditto Mary, stillettos. Or any other shoes with heels

  3. a midriff top

  4. anything fluffy or with feathers, or for that matter, real fur

  5. long, hanging earrings


Five Favorite TV Shows I'm guessing this means of the moment, and not of all time.

  1. The George Lopez Show

  2. Home Improvement

  3. The Big Bang Theory (Everybody watch this; it's a pisser)

  4. Law and Order

  5. Countdown with Keith Olberman


Five Things I Enjoy Doing

  1. Reading

  2. Writing

  3. Computer stuff

  4. Shopping

  5. Hanging out with my kids if they're not making me crazy


Five Favorite Toys

  1. iPhone

  2. Maxx the Mac

  3. Wii

  4. the cable DVR (video recorder)

  5. my many Mickeys and other stuffed creatures, most recently Jock the Sock Monkey



Happy
WATCHING GEORGE LOPEZ :: ENTRY #1957
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Too Late!

It isn't even seven yet, but I'm on the couch with a heating pad on my knee --it could be arthritis maybe, no? -- and I forgot to post, so I'm posting from the iPhone. The heat on my knee feels aaaaahhh. Maybe I won't get up tip tomorrow morning.

I slept well last night, so, a much easier day today. A delayed opening is possible for tomorrow, since it's supposed to rain ice all night. Fingers crossed.

A relatively smiley day. :) More tomorrow.


1955

Monday, January 5, 2009

I Got Nuthin'

Today was fine, as days at work go, but as expected, I was drained of energy by the time I got there and now I'm coasting on momentum. I got more done in anticipation of moving my desk soon, which I can't imagine will actually happen, but it felt good to get that stuff done. As for me, my back hurts, my leg hurts, my knee hurts, and my stomach isn't too happy either. And yet, a smiley day. Go figure.

Today I read the inevitable article about how scientology was the real cause of that poor boy's death, and here's what I want to say about that. I'm not a scientology fan, but I'm not rabidly against it, either, although many people seem to be. As far as I'm concerned, it's a religion to a whole lot of people and I wouldn't want them telling me what to believe, so I don't get to tell them. And the Travoltas seem like they are as loving and conscientious as parents could be, and have done everything they believed was right for that child all his life. Anyone who uses this sad moment to take a shot at scientology is just a jerk and heartless and doesn't deserve to be listened to. It's a family tragedy, not a political (or whatever) opportunity. Let's keep it in that perspective.

Seriously, I can't believe I just wrote a coherent paragraph. I could hardly even focus on the conversations at lunch. As stated previously, I got nuthin'. Perhaps the collapsing time is at hand. Oh god, it isn't even six yet. And needless to say, I did not take down the tree decorations today. (You knew I wouldn't. So did I.)


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WATCHING WIFESWAP :: ENTRY #1955
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Ready to Go

Let's see, I have my clothes laid out for tomorrow and a nice pasta and shrimp dish that I packed up for three days worth of lunch, and my lunch bags on the table, along with a mug with the dry oatmeal already in it for breakfast. (Add 1 cup of water, microwave for a minute or two.) The two huge shopping bags of stuff I have to bring in are in the living room. (Twilight books, coffee, a jug of water, some mugs, the tin of peanut butter cookies the ILs gave me for Christmas.) I am ready to go back to work tomorrow.

I'm not eager, but I'm not dreading it, which is better for me. The only thing I can't figure out is this: if I have slept until 9:30 nearly every day this vacation, plus taken a two hour nap most days, how am I going to get up at 5:45 tomorrow and work all day?

Hmm. Is a puzzlement.

I haven't eaten dinner, though, which I guess I should. I have some Chinese food left over from last night, so I guess I'll have that.

Things are quiet. I still haven't taken down the tree decorations, so I guess I'll try to do that when I get home from school tomorrow. K has two weeks before classes start, and then three weeks of that before student teaching, so she may or may not be substituting at the high school (if she gets called), which will make mornings more hectic. Otherwise, since the Hubs is working at home, the mornings are pretty much mine alone, which, y'know, is calming and pleasant. But of course, once student teaching starts, we'll both be competing for the bathroom and the kitchen. We'll see how that goes.

The kitchen smells so good now because of the lunch I made, but none of that for me now. I'd best go see if the crispy noodles are any good on day two.


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WATCHING 60 MINUTES :: ENTRY #1954
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Stuffed

Y'know, we get Chinese food every Saturday night and I haven't been enjoying it much lately, but tonight I got Chicken and Pan Fried Noodles and I am stuffed full of it. I was hoping that after dinner I would have the energy to work out, but now I think I'm too heavy to get out of my chair. And I have actually lost a pound or two recently, which is motivating, but this may be holding me back tonight.

I couldn't fall asleep last night until three. Ugghhhhh. Today is like walking through marshmallow, and a surly K at the supermarket this afternoon was not helping me. Yes, the supermarket was crowded and full of idiots, now leave me alone. I didn't invite them or make them stupid; it's not my fault.

Tomorrow I need to put away the laundry I did on New Year's Day and possibly take down the Christmas stuff. I don'wanna. I do want to do some cooking so I have lunches for the upcoming week. I don't even really feel bummed about going back to work on Monday; ya gotta do whatcha gotta do. I just wish tomorrow could be another lazy day, like most of the vacation. I like that.

Oh, I'm running out of iced tea, I have to go make more or I'll be up tonight at three with nothing to drink ---


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WATCHING FAMILY GUY :: ENTRY #1953
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke

Friday, January 2, 2009

January Already?

Ah yes, it's January already. Yesterday the Wii Fit told me that my "Fit Age" was 56, on year older than I am, but actually it was only 11 days older than I was yesterday. Time makes fools of us all.

Rolling right along, I spent some time with the Chum today, who repaired my broken Mickey Mouse statue -- I can't find the entry where I wrote that it was broken -- more or less; it would have been perfect but I smeared the glue a little and now his chest his glue-shiny instead of matte like the rest of home. But I have him in a better place now where I can see him everyday, but not close enough to see the glue, and I'm hardly planning to sell him, so all is okay. And if I want, I can put him on the living room shelf next to the Lladro shepherd my mother glued the head back onto 35 years ago.

So here's my idiot move of the day, or more precisely, my noticing the idiot move I made on Christmas. I bought a Sigg metal water bottle each for my niece and nephew (Hubs' side) and my Chum. I put each one in a gift bag, same size, but matching patterns for the kids and a different one for the Chum. (Or not, as it turns out.) I added an amusing datebook to the Chum's bag, and a $100 AmEx gift card to each of the kids'. Gave the kids their gifts on Christmas. Gave the Chum hers today. She pulled out the water bottle, raved, I said "There's something else in there" and she pulled out a $100 gift card. OOOPS! I wonder which of the kids got stiffed? Anyway, I called my sister-in-law right away but had to leave a message; I want to send out the gift card in the mail tomorrow (the Chum knew it wasn't for her; we don't gift on that level) but I want the kid to know it's coming and which one to send it to. Oh me.

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Technically, today was the last day of the Christmas break, since it's back to work on Monday, and school's closed every weekend, but I'm going to let that vacation vibe linger for another couple of days. I'm getting my nails done tomorrow and R is coming over Sunday, by which time we should know if her upcoming housing change is going to happen, or not. When I talked to her on the phone before, the boyfriend got on and thanked me again for the Barnes and Noble giftcard we gave him for Christmas and told me what he bought with it today. It was very cute.

I'm going to go have some leftover white pizza for dinner, and then I'll know for sure if that's what's got my stomach going or not. Sometimes you have to make the sacrifice for the sake of knowledge.

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WATCHING FAMILY GUY :: ENTRY #1953
READING: Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norell by Susanna Clarke